Just nuking my character or lewd driven past here. Mostly as reflecting on this place, it is too stressful, but when it comes to posting backgrounds here. They will happen, maybe with the occasional portrait. I nuked it as I found better archives, besides they were the days I colored with color pencil and oil pastels. Embarrassing pieces of art, but they'll either be permanently gone ( 9/10 ) as I do laugh at some of my older works. I would say my best year was 2021, but other places motivate me more. I do enjoy this site, but hey I will probably specialize on backgrounds and the occasional portrait here. I was in two conflicting worlds, but consciously or unconsciously... I am going with backgrounds here. The 2021 era. I am cleaning it due to not reflecting who I am now.

I fucking cringed to some old shit I made in 2019~2021 that I did here. I am not going to be as active here, but that's okay.

Some of my lack of art is due to just being depressed since Sept 2023. Imagine watching all of your co-workers that you've helped from 2018 till the end of the closure of a restaurant. You watched your fellow workers improve their work and same with yourself just being gone, but helped a town and the wide array of people that you've worked with be gone. I miss the passion of seeing a local Sunday being cleared at the end of the day at 3:00PM. Seeing churches get their food, do I believe their crap? No, but the hard work had satisfaction behind it. Books help offset my boredom with a job I've had for a year so far. Imagine working hard for 5 years to go to a job that is much easier, it feels "off". I hope there is.someone here that understands that frustration.

I got nightshade working. :)

I say, this is a program for all artists should use as the bait will be hilarious to watch.

See ya later, when it comes to this site. It's a good start, but honestly... I feel nothing much here. It is good for what it is. I dropped all of my subscription related expenses... Mostly as I have no interesting in much visitation. I constantly forget this site despite was apart of me, but most people I talk to, do not use this site so why? Cool community here regardless.. So if I do post, it's me just sloppily posting as this isn't much to me as it once was years ago. Merry Christmas everyone. I am a little concerned for the blue sky support. As... I've heard of rumors of it going to be dropped in 6 months. It's one of many mastadon clones, I want to be proven wrong, but otherwise. It's otherwise a good quarantine. I do like seeing my dollars I have spent here to make the site for future people who may go here to post. As the competition before it was bad. Tumblr died and most artists went here. The day I can force nightshade to work. If I do post future work, it'll have degraded quality due to that.

It's nice seeing a place that can host animated NSFW with a long length. Will I be here posting? Yeah, but community wise... I hate how much of an ass I used to be many years ago though.

-Edit,

I have a change in hobbies, dictionary collecting. :)

Right playing with Rebelle 7 and making a reference to a comment I made on an artist's post I like.

... POV When you use dictionaries for chaotic posting.

I keep forgetting about this website.

Here is some of my contributions, REMINDER I did the AMOGUS, also the other artist is on Twatter. It's all I added, but can't remember all of the artists.... As I don't remember and it's hard to search through Magma's layers.

A mix of shitposting and detailed renders....

#backrooms This is one of my favourite digital paintings so far, just trying to produce banger after banger while I draw and paint in multiple styles. This is a work in progress, but I'll see if people recognize this.

Just improving the texturing while trying to get that ambient feel.

Found myself with inspiration to draw some backrooms content... Well more digitally paint, but here's a sketch